the one that's just there abeg

little miss corporate girlie is tired

There comes a time in a young Chineme’s life when she’s sitting, thinking about nothing while listening to a spotify curated hiphop playlist (can you tell I write these without planning?)

Anyway, I’m gonna try and push out a yap sesh because if I drop this and come back tomorrow, my mind will be at a completely different place and will lose its flow (this flow thing is another tiktok diagnosis of autism. I should really stop being on tiktok by 2am)

Considering by the time I’m typing this, I don’t even know what I’m going to talk about. So I’m going to talk ab- Wait, wait, wait. Pause. I just heard a lyric from the song I’m listening to and it sounds so off.

“My bitch was the most solid, nothing to solidify” - G-eazy

Now I’m wondering what that means. As per she’ll never leave you? Maybe that’s what it is. It was sha an absurd lyric to hear.

Where was I? Honestly I’m not in a yap mindframe. Contrary to popular belief I’m actually an introvert. Shocking right? It shocks me too. And right now, little miss corporate baddie (me) is knocked out (I wanted to say up and then I reasoned what it would insinuate) because they gave me a task where I was basically to talk to everyone in my office (over a hundred people, this was literally a punishment to me and I did nothing wrong) and my small social battery has died.

So, I’m about to go home, curl up with a good book, not have any contact with another human for an hour and mentally charge. Then wake up and do this shit again tomorrow, because of course I’m not done (I hate my life rn, the things I do for a check I have still not received)

Please make use of the above button cause I’m not gonna share this myself. Even I recognise this is not my usual quality cause I’m tired and drained. Byeeee